I get headaches.
And I recall when my psychiatrist told me that the Effexor may send sensations of electric shock throughout my body. Waves of uncomfortable surges. Pulsations of pain.
But maybe it's the lack of sleep too. Maybe it's the fact that I'm only unconscious for a few hours a night. Only resting for a brief period of time. Barely recuperating.
Or could it be the stress? The constant strain of worrying about my future? My security? My happiness? My progression as a person?
Or the caffeine? The fact that I now work at Starbucks? That I can consume an unlimited amount of coffee for free?
Maybe it's because I think too much. Or some fault of my brain that is unable to handle a normal amount of activity. Maybe I killed too many cells by drinking too much alcohol. Maybe -
Ok. Yeah. That's enough.